Sugar Pain Baby
Sugar pain baby spins ecstatic disco
Disorder pain baby drives the midnight review
Kwiky Bridge
All sin flirts with context…
…or maybe context preys on sin
We build bridges to Heaven…
…build bridges to instant satisfaction
Redemption (Don’t Give a Damn)
You keep me…
Looking for redemption
Looking for a view through this complication
You keep me…
Chasing resolution
Racing through a desolate sophistication
You said I was an angel…
but I’m not sorry about a damn thing
You said I was angel…
but I don’t regret a goddamned thing
You keep me…
Looking for redemption
Looking for a window through this pain
Grandiosity
These are the days of passive rejection
Of sins of omission
But who really cares?
These are the days of bitter grandiosity
Of driven absurdity
But it takes you places
It’s manic self medication
Or maybe manic restraint…
…or maybe the problem
You overthink it, deliberate it
But it will still be here when you get back
These are the days of active resistance
Of sins of commission
And you care too damn much
These are the days of bitter persistence
Of driven despair
But it takes you places
Nice Girl
I’m not in love, but I like the idea
Not infatuated, but I’ve got that feeling
Just enough to keep me in pursuit
Just enough to keep me in pursuit
I’m not in love, but I like the idea
It’s a relief, and a new anxiety
She’s a nice girl, and I want to find out who she is
She’s a nice girl, and I want to find out who she is
She’s a nice girl, and I want to find out who she is
She’s a nice girl, and I wonder what secrets she keeps
She’s a nice girl, and I want to find out who she is
She’s a nice girl, and I want to find out what’s in it for me
Smelly Cunt
I’ve never had a smelly cunt
but I still fear men in the dark
I’ve never had a smelly cunt
but I still fear rape in the dark
its not who you fuck
its not a caste, not abstraction
there’s no release from this, no algorithm,
no relief
I’ve never had a smelly cunt
so where’s my equal pay?
I’ve never had a smelly cunt
still I’m not a part of this “club”
its social abstraction,
genetic algorithm,
brain development flux
but I know its easier for you to assume I want attention
I’ve never had a smelly cunt
and I’m a better woman than you are
Talk
If I’m loving and kind, then why am I so pissed?
Acceptance would be much more noble
Moving on so much more mature
But instead I’m gonna throw… throw a lyrical fit:
You say I’m brave and nice
Why won’t you talk with me?
You say I’m honest
So why won’t you talk with me?
If I’m loving and kind, then why not make amends?
I tried to reconnect
Tried to reach your point of view
But now I just don’t get it
Now I just don’t get it
You say I’m brave and nice
Why won’t you talk with me?
You say I’m honest
So why won’t you talk with me?
What is the point of love that goes nowhere?
What is the point of love that goes nowhere?
I just want to talk with you…
Waste
I’ve had better days
This one went completely apeshit
In shock about how much was wasted
In shock about how much was lost
I’ve had better days
Trying to turn the page
Turn the mind
Turn my imagination
Trying to turn the page and walk on by
But I can’t turn my heart
This hope seeks recognition
Connection, resolution
And it’s more about the love I want to give
Than that I want to receive
I’ve had better days
It’s when you pray for a better resolution
But don’t care what it is
And you’re appalled at how much was wasted
And desperate for what was lost
I’ve had better days
Trying to turn the tide
Turn the mind
Turn the outcome
Trying to turn this thing around
But I can’t turn my heart
This hope seeks recognition
Connection, resolution
And it’s more about the love I want to give
Than that I want to receive
Unrequited love is such a waste
Unrequited love is such a waste
I’ve had better days
Voice in the Distance
Silence
on desolate days
field smoke in the air
a filter of black haze
It was a long cry out in the wilderness
a shadow, and a voice in the distance
Silence
in desperate times
running backwards
running the same old line
Prayer (Say Nothing Again)
I just want to say nothing again
I just want to say everything again
But you won’t listen anyway
But you won’t get it anyway
So I’ll just say nothing again
I can’t let her go right now
So what the fuck do I do?
Trying to find a way to leave the situation
Trying to think of every way to get her attention
‘Cause I just want her to stop ignoring me
And if she’s not going to talk with me
I need you to explain what’s up
I need you to explain what’s up
I just want to say nothing again
I just want to say everything again
But you won’t listen anyway
But you won’t get it anyway
So I’ll just say nothing again
Maybe it’s slightly obsessive
But its probably real love
And I just want to share it with her
And I just want to spend time with her
So I’ll just give you the finger
And say nothing again
But I really want something new to happen
Really want you to explain it to me
Really want you to explain it to me
I just want to say everything again
I just want to say everything again
But will you listen? I know you get it
But will you listen? I know you get it
So I’ll just give you the finger
And say nothing again
Stand
Stand up you little chickenshit
when your chosen name is resistance
your choice to live is resistance
It’s a simple matter really
Revolution in and beyond the mind
I’m exactly who I am and I make no apologies
When your life just wants to be normal
With your name no big deal
It’s a simple request really
Acceptance in and beyond the mind
So stand up and demand it
The time is now
The times demand it
In My Element
I find I’m in new company
I find I’m in my element
Out of the intellect
And into the fire
They call it “ships passing in the night”
We were more like ghosts, and quite buzzed
A flash of intimacy, overt sensuality
Not the love I’m looking for, but exactly what I needed
Passion and validation make a volatile mix
And when you love a stranger you might as well get it elsewhere
A flash of intimacy, a bold exchange
Not the love I’m looking for, but exactly what I needed
I’m reckless to the core
And I wouldn’t change a thing
City of God
(Instrumental)
Pearls to Swine
I gave you kindness and respect
You threw it back in my face
I cast you my pearls
You ground them into the floor
Now I just want to stop wasting time on you
Now I just want to stop loving you
But how can I walk away from how I feel?
How can I choose not to care?
How can love go so badly?
How can love go so badly?
This is not who I want to be
Stuck with feelings that go nowhere
Stuck in a tired pattern
Casting my pearls to swine
Now I just want to stop wasting time on you
Now I just want to stop loving you
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
You Can Drive the World
I’m a gentle discontent
Ready for poise
Ready to please
Ready to gain advantage
I’m bold discontentment
Ready to light something big
And this world is not enough
So let’s make a new one
My agenda is to fuck you
My agenda is to drive you
Decent and kind
Loving and responsible
And you can drive the world
I’m gentle release
Disguised as pressure
Disguised as peace
Ready to gain advantage
I’m bold release
With no loss of composure
No loss of grace
And this world is not enough
So let’s make a new one
With no loss of grace
No loss of composure
You can drive the world
Fuck Me, Kim Jong-un
Nuke me, Kim Jong-un
Can you get it up?
Fuck me, Kim Jong-un
Can you get that rocket up?
Can your glorious essence please my humble ass?
Can your joyous pride waste my country’s ass?
Nuke me, Kim Jong-un
I want you to force me
Fuck me, Kim Jong-un
I beg for Unification with you
Can your glorious essence please my humble ass?
Can your joyous pride waste my country’s ass?
I beg for Unification with you
I beg for Unification with you
I just want to see you up close and personal
Don’t mind small dick when power compensates
Don’t mind small dick when you can shoot from a submarine
Don’t mind small dick ’cause I like big bombs
Can your glorious essence please my humble ass?
Can your joyous pride waste my country’s ass?
Redshift
(Sitar instrumental)
Offering
(Sitar instrumental)
Grab my Pussy and Give Me the Launch Code
Grab my pussy and give me the launch codes
The Sprawl
Tough times, weak minds
I’m running through this city and I know it’s my time
Analog waves (carry the) information exchange
Visions that rush me at breakneck pace
Gotta fly below radar, run beneath the camera eye
Gonna tell the truth and run
Someone sits down to say grace
Someone fronts it to save face
Stunt Double (You Will Always Be My Friend)
A stunt-double in your epic tragedy
Driven by vacant irony
Walking that thin line
Between faith and absurdity
Between a vision and a thousand exits
But I’ll keep running alongside you
I’ll keep running alongside you
And you will always be my friend
Please read my letters
Please understand
You can drive from your fortress
You can drive from your distance
but just drive
please just drive
because you already drive my heart
and I’ll keep up alongside you
I’ll keep running alongside you
And you will always be my friend
Please read my letters
Please understand
Hold me accountable
Maybe even hold my hand
Gutter Priestess
Mystic in a concrete kingdom
Sensitive and ambitious
A live-wire and its conduit
Bold and powerless in transmission
Mystic in a concrete kingdom
We dwell in grandiosity
In this existential wasteland
We dwell in poverty
Light up your Joules per second
Eject your free energy
Spike that ball and give it to me
Priestess in the concrete patriarchy
in the gutter
in your mind and in your ego
Priestess at the concrete interface
at the resistance
at the critical nodes
We drive the New Girls’ Network
Ignite your Joules per second
Transmit your free energy
Spike that ball and give it to me
prophetess of Diesel and blistering entropy
reckless information and persistent decay
beacon of persuasion and persistent connection
spike that ball and give it to me
Proud Mindy
Proud mother bright smile tense
No security badass relaxed
Chaos, bad coffee, the flow of draft beer
No security just sweetness
No security but choice
Proud mother tremulous composed
No reverence cool poise
Some grace, resistance, and a flow of turbulence
No reverence but a strong passive bearing
No reverence just grace under fluorescent lights
Speak this language of friendship and pursuit
Speak this language of love
We seek redemption in all our verdicts
…in our drinks
…and in our profanity
We seek redemption in all our hope
…and in our sincerity
Proud mother tremulous composed
A gentle tension and a moving release
Grace under pressure and another long night
How I dreamed of holding her tight
How I dreamed of holding her
Ships that pass in the night still pass
…and we can keep passing
Cool Black Heart
She’s the mistress of my bold imagination
Mistress of my bold imagination
A teenage dream that defies explanation
A teenage dream I have no explanation
I can see clearly now the rain drives on
Through this fog of desire, this fog of absolution
I can see clearly now the rain drives on
Through this fog of desire, this fog of absolution
She’s the mistress of my cool black heart
She’s the mistress of my cool black heart
I’m never quite sure just where to start
I’m never quite sure just where to start
I always know what I’m doing, my method always refined
But she’s driving me down the hardest line
I always know what I’m doing, my seduction always refined
But she’s driving me down the hardest line
DRAFT: p-p-p-Porno
30 May 2022, Escondido, California, USA
In 2016 the official Republican party line was that pornography was a major public health hazard [1] while guns, mental health, and pollutants were not. This is my response to those jackasses in the wake of the recent elementary school shooting:
p-p-p porno
p-p people kill people
p-p-p porno
p-p people kill people
Sneak emission down the rails down the vector down compliance
With your dirty talk your silence, your storm defiant
Like rare earth like the rabbit hole we fly
Ecstatic vibration face your tool
Face the music, face the fools
p-p-p porno
p-p people kill people
p-p-p porno
p-p people kill people
We sell your experience and you get what what you pay for
Eros quickens the sinner divine
You can impress the ladies and see your grace refined
We sell your dreams and you get what what you pay for
Babe, you get what you pay for
Guns don’t kill people when you can choke on a cock
Mind sanitation focus on the job
Guns don’t kill people when you can choke on a cock
Mind sanitation focus on your job
We sell clarity and you get what you pay for
p-p-p porno
We sell redemption and you get what you pay for
p-p-p porno
We sell stability and you get what you pay for
p-p people kill people
We sell stability and you get what you pay for
p-p people kill people
Guns don’t kill people when you can choke on a cock
Mind sanitation focus on the job
Babe, you get what you pay for
Evil Robot Girlfriend
Evil robot girlfriend
Evil robot girlfriend
Chillin’ in my secret lab
I built an evil robot girlfriend
and she’s so fab
She’s got a hot body sensor
sex electric tensor
and she says she’s bored
she says she’s bored
My evil robot girlfriend
is the peach of my eye
I bought her a flamethrower and now the world must die
I took my evil robot girlfriend all the way
She gets brattier and brattier every day
spanked her bottom red, but she still won’t obey,
I think she likes it,
you know I think she likes it
Evil robot girlfriend
Evil robot girlfriend
I tied her to a missile
and watched her squeal
sex firecracker wet atomic porno thrill
she whispered sweet annihilations and asked to push the button
Oh babe, she wants to push the button
My evil robot girlfriend
is the peach of my eye
domestic kitchen killer, virtue to swear by
I took my evil robot girlfriend all the way
She gets brattier and brattier every day
spanked her bottom red, but she still won’t obey,
I think she likes it,
you know I think she likes it
Now she wants to change the oil
Now she wants to take you down
Now she wants to change the oil
Now she wants to take you down
Evil robot girlfriend
Evil robot girlfriend
Now she wants to take you down
I Know a Girl…
2, 3, 4!
2, 3, 4!
I know a girl…
I know an awesome girl…
I know a girl with adventurous eyes
And the dark stormy chaos…
…in which her unicorns fly
I know a girl with adventurous eyes
And her dark waves of chaos…
…on which I surf my favorite ride
She might be sophisticated
She might be the queen of all seduction
She might be a firecracker or even a bomb
But I also know the wounded girl inside her…
…And look after her all the same
And I see the brave girl inside her…
…And I love her all the same
I know a girl with adventurous eyes
I know a girl with adventurous eyes
I know a girl…
…and hope she won’t run away
I know a girl…
…and hope she’ll turn around and stay